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Me waiting for college acceptance letters…

Me waiting for college acceptance letters…

iampaulyb asked: i'm sooo glad you found meee <3 hahahha

myuniquemadness asked: cole you have a tumblr!!!???

hehe why yes I do! I just never use it :p
Seems fun though :D

Don’t keep stuff bottled up!!!

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called “best friend”. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn’t want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said “thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick” she said; he’s not going to go well, I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as “best friends”. So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn’t think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said “I had the best time, thanks!” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, “you’re my best friend, thanks” and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say “I do” and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said “you came!”. She said “thanks” and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love her but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my “best friend”. At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn’t notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don’t want to be just friends, I love him but I’m just too shy, and I don’t know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too…` I thought to my self, and I cried.

dannychen:

kimhwangu:

Just a test with a mic

HELP ME USE IT T_T

Rainy days are the best days to sit back and think
Reminiscing everything that happened in a blink
All the moments flash in your eyes wishing it never ended
But now your sitting here by the window sill stranded
What happened to it anyways you ask
The past transformed into an empty flask
All the feelings gone in a matter of a second
Nobody looks back but you cause you reckon
That things should be back the way they were
Nobody leaving here and there that’s for sure
You and I together sharing a glass of juice
Making fun of people by imitating a goose
Silly me and silly you hanging on a thread
Joyful as a bunch but never ever dead
Cause you had my back and I had yours too
Lovely couple yes, but why’d we die so soon

Credits : soulostar

im better

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dannychen:

rvizcarra:

thesouthwillriseagain:

DO YOU SEE THIS?
This is the fucking Audi A9 Concept vehicle. It is the most beautiful motherfucker to light up my Tumblr page. The thing has engines in it’s wheels. In the wheels.
Oh? Where’s the windshield? It’s fully integrated into the roof using nano technology.
That means it repairs itself.
White isn’t a very sporty color? NO WORRIES. This baby can change it’s  color to whatever you fucking want.

I don’t usually reblog cars, but damn.

LOLOL SO YUMMAY

dannychen:

rvizcarra:

thesouthwillriseagain:

DO YOU SEE THIS?

This is the fucking Audi A9 Concept vehicle. It is the most beautiful motherfucker to light up my Tumblr page. The thing has engines in it’s wheels. In the wheels.

Oh? Where’s the windshield? It’s fully integrated into the roof using nano technology.

That means it repairs itself.

White isn’t a very sporty color? NO WORRIES. This baby can change it’s  color to whatever you fucking want.

I don’t usually reblog cars, but damn.

LOLOL SO YUMMAY

karmaslapshard:

newdreamsoldfears:

Best Math Teacher Ever!

so luuuuucky. Mine is a total asshole.

karmaslapshard:

newdreamsoldfears:

Best Math Teacher Ever!

so luuuuucky. Mine is a total asshole.

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Why is Pauly D so quality?

makehersayx3:

Ohmygosh everything he says has me rolling.

Me the entire time watching: 

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